If only...

What if I took the 1st step to say Hello that day?

I always say this to myself whenever I passed by the restaurant.

Today, it just hit me that the-what-if been playing in my mind for 12 months randomly.

I guess, today I am write the what-if here clearly and no longer saying what-if in my mind.

So....

Hey buddy! I saw you that day. It kinda weird that I thought of having dinner there that day. Coincidentally, you were also there with your family.

I wish to say hello but i stopped myself because I know you might not want us to worry about you. 

To know you, with such humour. We know, you want us to remember you as the one we used to know.

Fast forward 2-3 months later , you graduated from the life. 

It was such a fun moment when we were teenagers: played badminton, funny jokes during recess time in high school, helped friends during pindah-rumah....

Hey! I promise no longer play what-if in mind. 😊